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De Strongest Woman Today Part 2

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Continued Part 2..... Honestly as I grow older, I’ve started prioritizing my health and taking better care of my body. I’m so proud of how I’ve been looking after my skin these days. It makes me genuinely happy to touch my own skin and see it glowing. Thanks to all the expensive skincare and body care products I’ve invested in. If people ask me, if i have decided to travel overseas, the first thing i would buy is skincare and bodycare products. I absolutely love romanticizing my life right now. One of my favorite things to do is treat myself every month whether it’s going for a facial or spa treatment, hanging out with friends, indulging in expensive desserts and meals at cafes and restaurants without feeling dependent, traveling to new places etc etc etc but mainly is my daily routine, the thing that lifts my mood even after a bad day is my skincare and body care routine. These are the most expensive products I own and I never regret splurging on them. Here’s a little secret I’m final...
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De Strongest Woman today Part 1 👠

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To wrap up 2024, I just have a few things to say:  Time moves so fast, right? I can feel it. Can't believe 7 days more left, i will officially turn into 25 years old. Next year already 26y/o yet not official yet but when people ask my age, i will be saying 26. I am getting older yar yet still a young, single, independent woman. Wow, Do u know how does it feel when i can say i am an independent woman now? My past love reject me and hurt me with zero feeling because I wasn't independent. He was having fun hurting me, feeling nothing. To be the woman i am today is not easy. I have faced so many battles over the years. I guess almost 8 years 2017 - 2024 but the worst i can say is 5 years, from 2019 to 2024. Yeah including this year. Nobody can be like me. Honestly, i am very surprised how i can still breathing until today. Funny but all i hope is that nobody ever faces the same thing that happened to me. Do you wanna know what i meant?  I dare to reveal a few things here that i’ve...
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How Harassment Creeps Into My Life

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Things have been bothering me ever since this happened to me for the third time. Hey guys, You might be wondering why i’ve suddenly decided to write about this topic. Honestly, I just need to express what i’m feeling right now. Everything happening in my life feels so confusing, and the thought of harassment something that has now happened to me for the three times is still weighing heavily on my mind. The most shocking part is how it lingers. I used to read about incidents like these in the news or see them trending on Twitter. Back then, I would forget about it after a while, brushing it off as just another story. But when it happened to me, I couldn’t accept it. It shook me to the core and I found myself losing control. You’d probably see me throwing hands or starting a fight just to feel like i’d reclaimed some satisfaction or justice. I’ve even caught myself wishing I could create a scene but something always holds me back. I love myself so much that I put a lot of effort into tak...
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Flashback'ing Sekolah Menengah Part 2 đŸ’đŸ»‍♀️

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Hey guys! Banyak mintak maaf oh dua hari ni busy sangat. Cerita semalam bawak ex-club advisor wa celebrate her birthday. Memang I spent kaw kaw hahahaha and lots of suprises. I think i made her day cause she texted me jn said, she's lucky to have me in her life hahahaha. Kan i dah cakap, my love is great for those who care for me and always support me. I love celebrating! Lepas balik tu, my ex-club advisor said "hopefully dapat pakwe macam julieen". Me be like Alamak hahaha hopefully tapi julieen perempuan ms ayo but I love celebrating people who loves me and care for me. Amen!! Hopefully my club advisor cepat kawin sebelum wa! Wa pun dah 25 year old this year semakin hari semakin seram bila saudara dah mula tanya parents wa and parents pun dah tanya wa ade boypren ke x ni. Let's just hope for the best for my future keke.  Tapi kan lepas balik tu, memang penat teruk a sampai wa tido mati. Maybe banyak rayau kat Ampang point the most kot. Now Ampang point banyak change...
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Flashback'ing Sekolah Menengah Part 1 đŸ’đŸ»‍♀️

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Malam time hujan lebat ni, wa duduk kat hall rumah rasa happy sangat weh finally rasa bahagia sekarang haa sambil sambil tu pasang earbud layan Perasaanku by Taswim Rozan (volume 100) then suddenly teringat zaman i sekolah menengah dulu. Rasa wa nak share sikit kat sini dengan y'all. LESSGO! Time I zaman sekolah menengah dulu, I ade cerita kat my whole classmate time class relief x de cikgu masuk kelas. By the way, little intro, I someone close sangat dengan all of my classmates. Like crazy gila, semua classmates cam my whole gang. Bila cikgu tukar tempat wa sebab wa bising and selalu dengan my gang, wa pura² buat muka sedih but guess what, semua actually my friends, rapat sangat walaupun wa ade gang duduk together dalam kelas, pi makan together bagai hahaha. I am from girls school so semua banyak drama dalam kelas. My school ade satu je kelas sastera, that's who we are. Bukan arts, bukan account class, bukan science class. Originally i dapat kelas account tapi disebabkan Add M...
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My Past love experience đŸ©¶

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Taking a deep breathe first before start my writing, it's not easy for me to write this but I have decided to write this cause this might be the last time i talk about my past love experience. It's not an easy task for me to write this, but I have made the decision to do so, as this might be the final time I discuss my past experiences with love. Whenever I reflect upon it, I find myself delving into profound feelings of heartbreak and sadness that I once endured. However, I do not wish to relive those emotions in the present, as I have already embraced a fresh start and strive for a better life. My first experience with love dates back to when I was 11 years old, in standard 5. It happened with a Malay boy who also happened to be my best friend. Despite his chubby appearance, he was quite handsome at the time. I remember hearing from a friend that many girls had a crush on him in school, but the mere mention of it made me feel nauseated. His name was Muhammad Nor Effendi, alth...
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The end for tested positive for Covid-19!

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Hello everyone my dear readers if you're reading each of my posts in my blogs here, I would like to sincerely thanked you for being part of reading all my stories and things that is going on in my life. Well, just writing casually here about what I feel and my health during my days as a covid patient last year. I am very glad that I am still alive and survived from this pandemic covid-19 which has taken many lifes in all countries around the world since 2020 . Now is 2023 so its pre-post pandemic so the covid seems to be just a normal sickness yet we're still wearing masks aren't we..? Honestly I hate wearing mask all the time. Sometimes I just don't wear them since i feel like I have a transformer mouth beside I dont feel comfortable tho hahaha but if I walk in a crowd then yes, I prefer wearing a mask. Hoho... However before I was confirmed tested positive for covid-19, I was busy with my university life and my semester was really tough since it was a long semester. ...
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